Been making friends the last few weeks :3
It’s really nice to know I don’t repel every person I meet XD
Even a few here at the village which is good cause I have some people to go to parties with. Yay!
Been a good few weeks.
Everything has been getting a lot better..
I mean the suicidalness and self harm are till persistent but I don’t feel quite so hopeless you know?
It’s like I’m slowly finding a place that I fit into here.
Which is really nice. Just gotta keep telling myself that everything will get better I just have to keep at it and be patient.
I think this will last me till November.
the perks of a purely sexual relationship kinda outweigh the cons.
Feels weird for someone to notice one of those small insignificant traits about me…
Im not sure why..