Absolute despise males who openly speak of women as their own personal sex toys. It’s disgusting how misogynistic people can be.
What I hate more is that there are women who believe that this is the way they should be treated. I feel sorry for any woman in a relationship like that and believes its ok.
cause last year if I got super stressed I would go sit in my room with the lights off and watch youtube and tumblr and facebook and generally waste time not doing anything. Then I’d spend the week before the assignment/exam doing actual work and still get A’s and B’s.
I can’t freaking do that now.
If I sit on my ass and do nothing then come a few days before the exam I will know exactly nothing and no amount of study will change that. Also group assignments fuck. I can’t crank out my part of a group assignment a week before it is due. We will all fail.
Damnit I can’t even why is everything so freaking different.
can’t I just pretend I know everything and still get my degree?
Uni is hard and stressful and I don’t like it at all ever…
Also why is it that I know how to do stuff AFTER the exam but before the exam I have no idea ever. XD
Had terrible anxiety today
It was fine in my first tutorial but after that I had an hour an a half wait until my next one so I went and sat in the cafeteria and ate my lunch ad listened to some music
After about a half hour I started feeling really edgy and paranoid. I felt like everyone was looking at me. Then I got really frustrated and the music was irritating. I wanted to scream and hit something and it was really uncomfortable…
My second tute was similar. I couldn’t concentrate and everything irritated me. Was not a good feeling at all…
I’m glad I have the apartment to myself this weekend. I don’t think I’d be able to deal with anyone else being near me right now.
I have my next appointment at the people I have started seeing on tuesday. Second appointment and we are apparently going to be setting up goals for what we want to achieve with this.